The sign
The sign I needed drugs came on Monday morning.
Sunday night E did not sleep - she was screaming and cranky and I finally let her get in bed with me and I think I got about 4 hours of sleep between the two of them waking up. Needless to say I was in a foul mood Monday morning.
On our way to daycare/ work, she was driving me nuts and I yelled at her. She cried, but she cried for her daycare lady! She was pretty much as done with me as I was with her.
The sign that without drugs I may be a horrible mother came Monday night.
We wer sitting on the couch and she was eating yogurt & little man was already in bed. She looked at me and hugged me and then said "Thank you for being nice to me." That pretty much sealed my fate - time to get some meds so I can be a normal human being again.
Today is little man's 12 week mark so hopefully the hormones will start to even out and the paxil will help and I can be a nice friendly person to my children, husband and co-workers.
I'm also having a mani-pedi today and that couldn't hurt either!
Sunday night E did not sleep - she was screaming and cranky and I finally let her get in bed with me and I think I got about 4 hours of sleep between the two of them waking up. Needless to say I was in a foul mood Monday morning.
On our way to daycare/ work, she was driving me nuts and I yelled at her. She cried, but she cried for her daycare lady! She was pretty much as done with me as I was with her.
The sign that without drugs I may be a horrible mother came Monday night.
We wer sitting on the couch and she was eating yogurt & little man was already in bed. She looked at me and hugged me and then said "Thank you for being nice to me." That pretty much sealed my fate - time to get some meds so I can be a normal human being again.
Today is little man's 12 week mark so hopefully the hormones will start to even out and the paxil will help and I can be a nice friendly person to my children, husband and co-workers.
I'm also having a mani-pedi today and that couldn't hurt either!
posted by JAB @ 6:43 AM
1 Comments:
At 6:01 AM,
NB-C said…
Hnag in there sister. You're doing the right thing and at least you recognized the fact that you were about to turn into a full blown Momzilla. Cna't wait to see you next week!
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