I was listening to this cd on the way home last night and this song just really got me. I think a lot of us feel this way at least every now and then so I thought I'd post it.
I want to paint my face
And pretend that I am someone else
Sometimes I get so fed up
I don't even want to look at myself
But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I hate the way you look at me
I have to say I wish I could start over
I am slowly falling apart
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
You might think it's easy being me
You just stand still, look pretty
Sometimes I find myself shaking
In the middle of the night
And then it hits me and I can't
Even believe this is my life
But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I wish that everyone would go and shut their mouths
I'm not strong enough to deal with it
1 Comments:
At 7:09 PM, The Notorious N.A.T said…
Oy.
Wish I could say I didn't know how you feel, but, unfortunately, that's pretty much the way I felt for like 10 years, or something like that. Maybe I'm exaggerating.
Bygones.
Sounds like things are tough - and for whatever it may be, hang in there...love ya...
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